In recent days I have lost a very special and dear to me ... I lost my grandmother.
He was hurting so much and has recently been gaining ground slowly getting worse and goes out like a candle that is consumed slowly.
say goodbye is hard, but I know that ours is not a goodbye but a see you and will live forever in my heart and in my memories.
In the room next to the coffin, I could almost hear his breathing still tired but unfortunately it was only an impression. Seemed to smile as we all cried ... now it is peaceful, is now at peace.
the priest during Mass recalled the look my grandmother gave him when the prayers ended, you are greeted ... was the last time I saw him open his big eyes for good, and I always see it that look before.
jealously guard his teachings, and the precious memories for me will always be an example for the force that has had to face difficulties in life, to the last.
Even doctors did not believe that he lived so long with all its problems and had given "maturity" of life that she has overcome with the wonder of them all. But it was a pain in the last and it's over now.
was no longer you, I am calm because I know it's in a better place even if I miss a lot.
never forget the smiles and tears made together, his jokes and his concerns, his looks, his recommendations, a sign of concern and love.
I'm so sorry that he did not have time to fulfill a desire to see that I was told ... but I know when that day comes, she'll be there and look, though ... it will be far closer.
are sad times but I have to force myself and try to overcome it all as she would have wanted me to do, and I have to do it especially for my grandfather and my family to be with him.
Christmas is coming and do not grieve, only that I found in you people feeling very affectionate tone is absent or so are concerned privately and not for me to write, so I deemed it right to talk about this pain from me even if it is out my feelings.
I always try to put a filter between my mind when she is sad and my show to others because I never want to sadden anyone, and I try to hide my pain behind a smile, but some went further than ... the screen and was able to read straight into my heart.
Thanks ...
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